first blog

firsts for me this month:

first blog

first time instant messaging

first cellphone

first time having cable

first plane trip

first time meeting someone I met online

first time I've felt really alive in years

How I got how I am is a very long story and I don't want to revisit it.  I'm in my thirties and I haven't been living my life for the past decade, I've been hiding.  I'm going to change things.  This blog is going to be my outlet.  Come with me on my journey or don't.  It's up to you.  Most of you will probably think that I'm lame.  That's ok too.  I'm done worrying about what you think.